31 March 2011


It's been 7 days since my last post. Sorry for leaving this blog idled for that long. It is not that I care less about this blog. No. This blog has been one of the most important thing in my life now. It has all my memories inside.  It contains all the sweetest thing in my life. It has been a part of my life now. Even though I don't have such a fancy life that I can write about or thousands of followers like other bloggers have,  still, this blog of mine means a lot to me. For the past few days, I've been living in denial. Numb. I don't want to sound rude or ungrateful, but the turndowns that I've been living with somehow affects my emotional behavior. I aware that the more you get being tested, the stronger you will grow. I guess I have grew stronger than before. I've learned to thrash away all the negativities, I've learned to put aside the sorrows and live with enchantments. And I've learned to smile even all the mess still stuck in my head. 2010 had taught me how to be such a defensive person, he trained me enough to be tougher than before. Hence I've been praying for a better tomorrow for 2011, a cooler air for me to breathe and a greater deal for me to live.

I have this current issue that I would like to share with. You've been living on negativities for such a time, yet you've grew stronger, you even got to build your own shield to protect you against the bads. But sometimes, surroundings are so envy of you being so powerful than before. Surroundings are being such an opposition to push you down. Surroundings that I been living now is a green-eyed monster that stands before me, waiting for me to fall off once again. I hate him for being such a nuisance in my life now. I hate him who loves playing tricks on me. I know I shall not be defeated by him. No. Not even once. Therefore I am writing these below to clear my mind that this evil monster that I am looking at will never ever win this battle :D

Dear Evil Monster,

1. I know it was you who appears as 'silence' that I've been living with. I hate you for making my jazzy & chattering sense went away. But, that's okay. I will not be defeated by you.

2. I know it was you who keep on whispering 'lonely' to my ears. Yes, I do have a lonely life at the moment. And yes, I eat small humble meal for my dinner alone and I talk to my cats as if they are talking to me but that doesn't mean I am not okay with it. In fact, not all the time that I have to be living lonesome, so can you please stop telling me all those craps? 

3. I know it was you who is telling me that I have a 'boring' life, been repeating same effing routine every single day. Hey, everybody has it. Everybody repeats one hell of boring routine everyday. We sleep, wake up, go to work, go home & sleep again. That's life. So can't you see it now that I am not the only soul in this world who's living with the same effing routine? Everyone has it. EVERYONE.

4. I know it was you who's always making me feel 'numb' & restless. You don't have to do this. Don't you know that I've grew stronger than before? Don't you know that I've been living half alive before, yet still succeed in getting back my entire soul? Try harder, Monster.

Yours Sincerely,


24 March 2011

Preloved Sale

I'm selling some of my preloved clothes (in order to give way for new ones to come in. lol) Please click on the picture above to direct you to the sale page. All items are still in good condition and I'm selling them at super cheap price!


22 March 2011

Random & Casual

My lil bro. Coffee time at Jonker Walk Kopitiam Malacca.

Spoilt brat. Yes, we share the bed! 

Waffle boy. He'd be so much happier each time I bought him his favorite waffle with 2 scoops of ice cream!



Before went down to Malacca for a wedding reception. I am all dolled up, and I am all ready for the camera! Girls will always be girls. Giddy me! 


Closet Chaos

I had a lot of problems each time I wanna pick my clothes out of my drawer. It somehow stuck because it was too overloaded inside. And it really freaking me out! Bought a rack from IKEA and I guess it helped me a little bit in making my wardrobe organized and neat!

The moment when I got a little freaked out, I pulled everything out of the drawer! Now you see it!

That's my bed yaw! Flooded! 

That's my new rack. This is where all my tops can be found. Yet, I still have a bunch of my tops waiting to get hanged. I'm running out of hangers! (Beli beribu hanger pon takkan cukup owkayy!)


18 March 2011

Prelove Party

Again, I don't have the chance to go! Heading down to JB tonight. Again? Yes, darling! Load of things are in my plate at the moment. Running errands!


15 March 2011

Not So Fairy Tale

Was going through my albums on Facebook and found these pictures. Lol. What the heck was in my head? I was only 14 when these pictures were taken. We were organizing some sort of Teen Party (wth?) and we were acting like we were such an item at that time! Blurgh! Yes, now I realized how spoilt and crook I was! Hahaha

14 years old. small number but big headed. That's who we were!

Mira Zulkifli from MimpiKita. One of my girls! To be an item at that time, Baby-G was a MUST!



The Spoilt Brat

Terribly spoilt! These pictures were taken last weekend. At my home in JB.


11 March 2011

Video for Him

Oh yeah, now I remember. I made this video as a special dedication for Mr.Boyfie. I've posted this out on my Facebook. And now only I decided to put it up on my blog. It's kinda giddy, girly and a little bit of puking-blood :P.. but i simply love it!


Vintage Bazaar

I really wish that I could go, but unfortunately I will be heading down to my hometown in Johor Bahru this weekend. Too bad. I always didn't get a lot of chance to go to this kind of bazaars in KL. Sad Sad :(  So peeps, this event sure gonna be a lot of fun & fab because they do have big names like Maysaa & Stellar as one of the vendors. Cool, huh?


10 March 2011

Wedding Gift

Should have posted this out earlier, but since I have to get the gift done first then I guess I have to put it on hold. Went to IKEA, (IKEA is on Sale!) last Friday, (yeah before we had our anniversary dinner) to get some wedding gift for Nadia. After went round & round we finally cut down our list of gift into these; IKEA's Lerberg shelf, IKEA's Lack coffee table & IKEA's Dudero stand lamp. Sorry Nadia, we could only get these for you. And we hope that these would help you a little bit since you are moving to a new house!

Again, I put it nicely in her room. She's having her pre-wed honeymoon now, and will be back today. Shall be a surprise for her as she enters her room! Heee :D

I made this, kinda huge actually. Slightly smaller than A4 size. Huge, huh? 

This is the only picture that I got on what I wore on that day. We were rushing to get to Cahaya Bistro that day as the reservation was at 6.30pm. And at 4.00 pm, everything was done and we drove back home. Yes, home in Kajang. It's kinda hectic to travel from Damansara to Kajang at that particular hour but I need to get dressed and dolled up before the big night! 


Blog Revamp

I changed my blog design again! Hee. Not because I disliked the previous one, it is just that I wanted to change it and my idea seemed to flow very well today :D I seem to love this new design but somehow I think that I will change the background image, occasionally. Hey, if you have a blog and feel that you want to get a new look for it, just ask me around. I just thought that maybe I could help you guys to revamp or refurbish your page. So if you think that we can make a deal, please don't be shy to ask me. And one more thing, I may not have thousands of readers that will hit my page daily, but if you are one of my loyal readers, please please say hi to me. We can be friends! Maybe you can do it by leaving your comments on the space given. I would love to hear from you. And I'll be the happy colleen to read and reply your comments! Cheers peeps! :D


08 March 2011

Jar of Hearts

Happy Women's Day. Grow strong, girls! 
Loving this song by Christina Perry.


07 March 2011

My Best Friend's Wedding

My own shot :D

Beautiful dais.

With all of my pretty girls.


8th Years

04 March 2011. Rahsia Bistro, Jln Damai, Ampang.

I fell in love with him for the second time that night. 

The drinks called Cinta & Asmara

Lava Cake. Supa yummy!

What I wore.

Yes, he's my man :D

Thank you so much, love. Thank you for the HUGE surprise. This was the most happiest moment in my life. If only we could record the moment when you were kneeing down with the ring in your hand and said those four magical words, it would be real great :D The long awaited moment was finally arrived. Yes, I do. Love Love.

I do still have a few photos to post. The part on that night after he said those 4 words. But I think I have to keep those photos first. Heee. I promise you that I will post them out soon. Sooooonnnn darlings. Do wait! :D